Watch me nae nae

Hye all....

This is one of my favourites....I know it's been ages..but yes, just got a chance to think about it again since last nite.....especially for you guys who loves this as well !~

 

They are so cute huh?! yes.....

xoxo! 

One of my favorite

Salam to all ,

I think it is nice to digest good energy every now and then....like the concerts! Yes! Especially your favorite singers and songs that 'touches' your heart......got some meaningful point in your life!

Yeup, Rihanna....isn't she pretty? She looks nice most of the times....of course depends on what she wears as well ~~~ but she herself is very talented and astounding beauty. Here are some of my favorite music videos of hers!

Watching all of these....wish I was at all of those concerts...watching live concerts!!! Yes! Live life to the fullest with the right people, of course ~~~~ tips to find right type of friends: easy for me now, look for their good hearts (really, how?), still wondering on this a bit....lol..but yes, a 'balance' type of persons are the best type of people to be with! Those who shares the same perspective and outlook in life......eventually, people end up with their most love one, and hang out with bunch of their good friends for good times! ;)

 

Dedicated to the X~lolz

The first song touches me in certain ways......not quite sure why...hmmn, I wonder who is this for...lalalaaa

But yes I just love concert...of course in overseas, where the singers can wear nice clothes and be themselves freely!~ 

 

I like this...

 

Drop the energy healings...this is great theraphy for me! lolz

 

Yes, I love diamonds! You're beautiful like DIAMONDS in the SKY ~ don't let anybody tells you otherwise N accept nothing less! Hmmn missing my ring~should start wearing back on those.... :)

 

This is gorgeous....the VS show, all beautiful ladies....amazing show huh?! Yes, I love this type of fashion show :) 

 

Lets travel to Rio....the songs so much relates to my life! Enjoy...you know who you are.....! That's the way love goes....

Isn't it easy to travel the world tour concerts...?!? Hahaha..hope you enjoyed! 

Watch your diet, watch your thoughts and say, watch who you mingle with, live your dreams for you can be anything you want in this life! And yes, it is one life to live here....make your own story, don't let them take away your dreams and love! Love and peace....till my next writing! xoxo 

I'm angry that you're gone....

Bismillah-hirrahmanirrahim....(blessings to beautiful soul: late pbrother, Hj Abdul Latiff - Al-Fatehah)

Hey it's my online diary, let me write whatever ways I want. Don't judge me, if you don't know me better, coz you never will!

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Missing all the good times we have.....the parties and jiggin' and jumping at one club to another clubs....usually got in for free! wow...is it connections, no...the bouncer sometimes just love us, well maybe know you and all. Eating late fine dine at night...at all those fancy restaurants along hot spots in lovely Melbourne.

I hate it you're gone! They said those life we used to have is not heaven sent....but we do nothing much, only meet up with friends, dance , and laughs....well, of course there are tipsy stuffs....not that I drink those. But I miss those happy real life !!!  

Lonely seasons since you're gone~ and now, I'm beginning to feel I'll never end up getting married. Well, at this age....after all those gone through seeing passing by........how can I find a better man that is much better than you, once I called you my brother! Yes, I'm angry that you had to go so soon! Coz you have lots of beautiful nice part of your soul....kind hearted and well, you took a good care of us. 

We had so much of our good times of heaven on earth time! We played those cool games, the pool place is like almost our second home. That so called Melbourne's Beverly Hills Street......would have look so much different now.....but the good times we had, nothing can replace those magical feelings we once shared! 

I'm just so lucky to have met and know all of you then. Apart those tears and jerking times, but a lot of good times we did have. You never jerk on me! I pray that your beautiful soul do have a place in heaven.....well, it's been so many years that you've left us......and it is a much longer time to wait til the end of the time to come. I pray that you have a comfortable new home with HIM up there while waiting and a safe happy sleep. I pray that your soul is among those loving soul that God loves and accept, for he is the most understanding and loving of course forgiving. 

Gone too soon with one of your hot cars, ferrari back then..........wished things were different, you don't feel so pissed off with everything that happened with family and of course her, your love one. My used to be dear friend. Dear brother, how can I ever find a guy who can give it all to me, more than you did....who is balance and better than you would want him to be for me right.....

I can't....find just that kind of man.............................all I was only experimenting touch and go flings.......yes, turned out to be almost playgirl after broken heart. Not that I was really wanting back the past, but couldn't seem to find 'the fit that type of guy'.

Anyways, time flies.......flies so fast no matter you are having fun or toning down your life towards super religious side. Perfectly strange to like focus on that only. Since what I used to have was a perfect balance life..................well, not in this time. Can't blame me right. I was more heading towards creme brulee rather than some traditional dish. Anyways, they might say what we like is wrong. As for me as long we know how to take care of ourselves, not lieying, taking advantage, betrayal, cheating, hurting others are much better off to perfectly party with friends. 

If only if I ever end up getting married.................well, after missing out on my prince charming at a much younger age...................due to major technical problem caused by him............so, I'm gonna name my daughter, most probably Ariana.....after her! So maybe my daughter will be so energetic and a singer who knows. Yes, one of the dancing queen who will be growing up with balance life. Depends on where she'll be raised up. lol. But I won't take away that sparkles and happiness in her life~~~~~~~and I will let her choose and decide on her freedom and life. Meaning, with all good Islamic foundations.....but looks like this won't be acceptable if she is raised here. Oh well....let life decides..after all, once was a cheerleader kinda lady!!! 

For the record, learning to forgive the person who hurt and betrayed you is more easier than the ones who pretend to be nice around you. It's like, wtf........but yes, gotta deal with it. 

Dear brother, I pray that you be among the people of Heavens, inshaAllah, Aameen.

A wise saying....

I say.....but in mirc I will say, People say....lol (a slight of white lies should be ok kot....hahaha)

I say, if you enjoy lust, it will never last.....In the end you'll end up frust ~~~~ sekian. Thank you.

Namaste!

Enjoy this song! My favorite trying to forget and let go of my prince charming :)
Oh ya, would you be able to accept a guy~~~ a fiance to be, of course super rich type but he used to just hit on a white singer for fun.....but now he said 'he loves you'..................do you even can believe his words?



Life is a great movie, if you can really make the movie out of it..............huh?!?

Ok till my next writing!~ xoxo

Another good one coming!

After a lot of few things that matters

The journey of this life is such....

Reminiscense of the past events can be normal....rather some can be heartfelt which could cause sadness, anger, frustrations, bitterness (and the list goes on...) OR rather brings back that 'smile' that you once had thinking of the events...joy, happiness, that love or loving feelings...

Challenges came in different 'faces'....testing your patients, intuitions, guts, and to the extend....it could be 'something mysterious' to say or even understand...

Yet, as a human we all must go on our life with our own tests...or could it be called 'fate'?

Alas, fate can be changed....yes, we can always 'plan' and 'make our best' for our own fate...

Or is it really we can change fate...or it is fated to be that way? Well, put an apple and orange in a plate...for situation A - we choose to eat apple and for situation B - we choose to eat orange. Thus, 'fate' is more of the 'choices' we made. I guess. Yes, I believe so.

In life, sometimes something should be left unspoken...common thing we heard some people say....it is better to leave it that way.

Yes, indeed, sometimes in certain situation, it is better to just leave it there...and to just walk away.

Learning to be patient can be challenging indeed....what I learned, if you feel that you can't forgive, just think of it like you put 'matters of the past' in a box....no anger, frustrations, just no forgiveness...then put it aside and move on with life. Maybe how I'm dealing with this is not what most people advise. People say, forgive then you can forget. But for me, forgiveness deserve its dignity...it is expensive and exclusive, only to be given to those who ask for it. Plus, it is a form of 'justice' for us to keep. Therefore, I'm the type when it comes to big things, I have tried to forgive, but I can't move on....I keep on feeling angry and upset by it. Funny how this works on me. So, I try to forgive many times about a few things that matters....somehow, just doesn't work for me. Plus, I take it as a 'free ticket' I better not let go....a 'ticket' for a better life ahead.

After a lot of few things that matters....you can separate some bad experience to be no longer matters indeed and better of to non-existance in your life space.

XOXO ~ til I write again soon :) Sweet dreams.

Best Friends

Assalamualaikum wbt...

The meaning of 'best friends'....

There are many things in life...that we are fortunate and should be thankful about. One of them is having great 'best friends' who loves you for who you are and always be there for you...

Of course, along our journey of life, we grow up either at the same place...or at few different places. Both also gives us many chances to make new friends and we tend to find some friends can be classified as our best friends for life...

I don't know about you guys, maybe you are the type that is bless with 'real best friends for life' which you had bonded since you were small. Grow up in the same town, go to the same kindergarten, primary, high school, college, uni, etc. Maybe some of you tend to keep different best friends group of different stage in life...let say, best friends since high school...best friends since college or university years or best friends since you just started working in the same company or just started doing the same business even...

What ever it is, it is lucky indeed if your 'friendships bonding' are lasting and going strong with many good things to share with. After all, life is nicer with many more laughters, different heads to share opinions with and of course shoulders to cry on...

For me, yes I had many stages of best friends in life...my journey in my life has made quite a lot of twist and turns...blessed with many good persons I had met, and some still keeping in touch and some are out of touch...eventhough at some points in life used to be best friends...

 

 

Perhaps, I am quite restricting myself on sharing a lot of personal stories with what I call good friends....I choose carefully what to share. Often times, I don't prefer to tell much about personal matters especially of any problems...rather hard to trust anybody too much. This is because I like to find ways to solve my own problems. Usually, things that happen in my life, I hardly see them as problems...I simply turns all out to be as my 'tests' in life...how to solve this, so then I think of solutions. 

Through out this life journey...I found that, there is no problems actually in life. It is just us who likes to think of them as such....Everything has its own solutions, either it can be done fast or it will take a bit more time....

Thus the REAL 'best friends' in life for me is of course Allah swt. For he is the real problems solver. Then, the Holy Quran that will save us and be with us until the judgement day and forever in Jannah. Our prophet Muhammad SAW pbuh who will save us. Our religion Islam...our Solat...which we should think of it our most important 'best friends' so that we can do, perform everything well. Our fastings...and all of our Sadqa...good deeds with sincere heart. Our loving family, Parents importantly, who loves us dearly, raised us, and wish the best for us sincerely. Then only the 'real good friends' who leads us towards 'jannah' and successfully rich life come into the picture. Of course if you are married, your husband or wife, hopefully we are lucky to have a 'great person' for a lifetime. 

 

Yes, lessons to be learned....love Allah SWT the most, then learn to love yourself first, before you can learn to love others. Only share certain things in life with persons you can trust, but not to trust fully....for sometimes, persons you love the most, might turn out to be the persons you should be cautious the most. Just love sincerely, but do it moderately. It takes basic scanning to select your true best friends, love those who love Allah, and love you because of Allah. Then that persons will know how to respects you because of Allah. 

Minggle with the smart, you become smart....mingle with the rich, you become rich....mingle with the stupid, you become stupid....mingle with good persons, you become good person....  mingle with smart, successful, rich, good type of friends, eventually you will become one. 

Maintain your energy, your focus, and most of all, ask from Allah.... there is a popular saying, "you will get what you seek, for what you seek is seeking for you too...." and "becareful what you wish for, for it may become true...!" Wallahualam. In this case, I prefer to ask Allah to bring the best of what I am seeking for what I like, need, love in life which will last forever indeed....aameen. It is up to him, for everything belongs to him, all we can do is make prayers, wishes, doa and works towards our ambitions. Let Allah do the rest, we must always asks for the best! Remember, "positive thinking" is the key. It is good to dreams, and it is better to have good dreams right? It is always better to have 'nicer' pictures on the walls.....pictures of beautiful dream homes, better best friends for life, beautiful dream cars, luxurious stuffs, a lot of good money from our success, beautiful clothes, make-ups, jewelries, diamonds, luxurious hotels, travels, branded items etc. for everything is possible, when Allah says 'be'. These are your tools for you to be more motivated to be and have what you want in life!

Remember in the Holy Quran, Allah SWT keeps on reminding us to keep on asking him, and he loves those who likes to ask a lot and keep on asking of anything that we wish for in life....and in every Azan (call upon prayers) Allah SWT keeps on reminding us to seek for success! For me, Azan is a direct reminder of success and a 'voice' of motivations from Allah to us. This shows how Allah SWT wants all of us to be and have success in life and be a great successful persons (rich, wealthy) who leads life in balance! 

DREAM BIG, BE HAPPY! 

Songs about that thing called "Love" or even better "True Love"...

I don't know about your experience in love...well, of course when you meet a lot of people or read in the magazines, etc. there are many stories about love. A lot of views, experience to share...some can be nice and some can be 'lessons to be learnt'.

As for me, "Love" is solitude...valuable gift that comes from the heart, given by the Creator and we must cherish it for it to last. Finding 'true love' can be easy or crucial to some. But I belief, when you really believe that 'true love' is out there for you and surrender to the Creator, he will eventually grant you. Some people finds it fast, at a very young age and last forever, lucky for them! Some people need to wait for the right moment.

Somehow, this thing called love can be quite mysterious. It's funny how, now, we have all advance technologies, like the cellphones, internet, mobile aps, etc. and we have 'broader' opportunities travelling all over the world as compared to our grandparents time. But, when it comes to finding 'true love' it is still rationally speaking can be mysterious. Don't you think so? I mean supposively since we have more access to meet with more people outside, through friends, connections, workplace, social hangouts, or from the internet, it should be so much easier to find love, right? Somehow, it is not as easy as we perceive. Why?

One thing I realized, in Islam, this subject matter is one of the major ones, that Allah SWT (the Creator) had told us that he has reserved it in the Big Book which is already been written. He has reserved our 'true love' to be with us, to meet us in this world. But yeah, what about those relationships (for those of you who have tried datings or fall out of love)  which we had gone through? I guess, it is more of how we choose our lifestyle in this matter.

Actually, in Islam 'dating' is not permitted. It is better to meet up in a group of friends. The level of relationship should be kept at minimal as just friends, until both really decided in their hearts that yes, they want to take it to the next level. And then, the guy should propose to the girl. Simple isn't it? Or you kinda have arguments about this? Like...yeah, but how can you really know you are suitable for each other or not, etc. or we need to date to see the 'chemistry' etc.

Well, when it comes to this, I think, everyone can feel chemistry even without touching each other. It is more of that feeling which comes from the heart that can keeps you 'honestly' to be in love with each other for a very long time. So, the outing of getting to know with friends or few more people is the best! It is what Allah likes, so there must be very good reasons for this! Try to list out the good reasons. For me, this keeps things fair, less complicated, avoid hurts, betrayal, heartbreaks, taking advantage, yadayadayada...the list goes on.

If you think this is 'too traditional' or outdated...it is up to you! But try to look at those examples of 'terrible love stories' that never end up having blissful marriage after all. Worst! Once used to be so called 'he/she is my everything, the world, best friend forever' gone the other way around. Yes 'my worst enemy/nightmare'! Haha.

The issue is more of about 'finding true love' and can still be mysterious even we are much more advance now, with technologies, etc. How can it not be mysterious, some people in high school starts dating during freshman year and ten years after that end up breaking up. Some people starts knowing each other in Uni end up getting married or break up. Thus, in this article, I am just giving a simple tips, according to Islam for us to find 'true love' in the easier way if we want to avoid those bad disasterous feelings of being broken hearted, again and again. It is not just avoiding being too much broken hearted, but also, avoiding a lot of other bad things to happen. Like..."Gosh, after all that I had put up for...after all those years...this is what I get?!?"

It is human nature, to weigh things after something happened. There will come advise saying that it is ok, after all you did give it a try right? Like yeah, a try but you know what, all those while all he/she wants was just taking everything for granted! (and many more 'bad' reasons will come out). Plus nowadays, people will try to live in before marriage. I don't know about Muslims...some do I think. This is what we call a nice go along hook up to see things can work or not. Gosh! Why do you even have to see, if you already doing it? That's why in Islam, before doing it, ask your heart do you really want it, to honor, cherish and taking full responsibilities. If it is yes, you need all of those 'hook ups' feelings things that's going inside your head, might as well, make a decision to just get married. At least you have tried to do things 'right'. In the eyes of the Creator! NO such thing as we call loveless love, love lorn, love lust, etc. If it doesn't work out after a few years, you already tried doing the things right. You are honoring the gift of 'love', taking full responsibilities, cherish each other, and respecting your entire family units.

 

Why am I even writing about 'living in'? I guess this doesn't apply to true Muslims but those who are more liberal in their lifestyle. But this part also applicable to other religion as well...I am sure, it is normal for non-muslims (some friends of mine) to live in before getting married. If it works out, then we will get married. I just don't see this idea as applicable to the term, if it works out well... Marriage is an ongoing process to know each other and accepting the love, companionships, and hoping it will last forever. There is still probability about 'if it works out well' there. But at least, you have put your intentions, responsibilities, true love, heart matters right, do you get what I mean?

Enough about the meaning of marriage....back to the finding your 'better half/true love', yes, I truly belief, it is all written...and of course fate can be changed...but in terms of being able to get married to someone, with the right ways of doing things and right intentions, can make things less complicated. It is nicer to find 'true love' that is meant to last forever rather than getting married to someone that will only be for few years. You do have several list of names listed to be with according to your life timeline, but to be married to him/her is the only with the 'written' ones. You can dates, have social type of relationships with more than 100 people, get hook ups, what ever terms and doings you choose to do, yet, when it comes to "Love", it is still sacred. No matter how high-tech you are, or of successful, and social lifestyle you are...if you don't ask and look for "true love" from the Creator, you will never finds it or make it. All you get or can keep on trying datings one person after another....yet, you will not end up getting that thing called "Love"...even better "True Love"...and yes it is written, ask for it and it will seek for you.

Anyways, this song sort of represent that feelings of being in love....but not too sure what kind of love are they referring to. Well, you can always define it in your own term.